Leaving a LegacyMarch 20, 2014
This past weekend, the Liberty debate team had its last tournament (with the entire team) for the season. Not only was is this last full-squad tournament memorable because of it was the last tournament the whole team would be competing together, but this year, the last tournament was held on Liberty’s campus! It was a great weekend for our team, but it was also a good opportunity to look back at our season and think about how far we’ve all come and how we’ve grown as a team. But amid the successes, the losses, and the nostalgic musings, I kept thinking of how quickly my time at Liberty was passing by. In only a few weeks, I will be halfway done! And for some reason, a few lines from a really old Nichole Nordeman song I loved in middle school kept coming to mind.
I don't have to look too far or too long awhile
To make a lengthy list of all that I enjoy
It's an accumulating trinket and a treasure pile
Where moth and rust, thieves and such will soon enough destroy
Not well traveled, not well read, not well-to-do or well bred
Just want to hear instead, "Well Done" good and faithful one...
I love debate with all my heart, and I am so incredibly thankful and blessed that Liberty has given me the incredible opportunity to travel, compete, and grow and improve at something I love this much. But sometimes I need a continuous, firm reminder that even those things that God blesses me with are temporary and meaningless when compared to the love and security He gives me and the passion and purpose of HIS that I am to pursue.
After this stressful weekend, I spent some time listening to this old favorite song, just to hear it’s fantastic reminder:
I want to leave a legacy
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love? Did I point to You enough to make a mark on things?
I want to leave an offering,
A child of mercy and grace who
blessed your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy.
The world applauds my driven nature, my single-minded focus, my motivation and ambition. The Lord wants more for me.
He doesn’t give me the things that are not good for me. And He always knows best.
When I leave Liberty, I don’t want my “legacy” to be winning debates, doing lots of work, or even being a “good person.” I want to point people to my Creator. I want to choose to love. I want to leave an offering to the Lord at the place that He has blessed me in this way. I want to bless His Name unapologetically.