Thursday, January 29, 2015
Debate tournaments can be stressful and exhausting, and the past few weeks have been no exception! Liberty’s Debate Team started out the semester at the beginning of January, with two tournaments in sunny California! After a week full of debating, we came back to Lynchburg to immediately jump into the new Spring semester. After barely making it through our first week of classes, the whole team set off to Maryland for a tournament at the Naval Academy.
Needless to say, the start of this semester was anything but restful. But even in the stress of debating and the chaos of traveling, I am so thankful for my team and the opportunity we have to enjoy this activity together. There are moments when none of it seems worth it, and the stress and fatigue weigh heavily on us all. But then there are the moments when I look around at the people that alternate between making me smile and making me want to tear my hair out, and I realize that even if we’re a dysfunctional family, we’re all learning together, working together, and striving together to glorify Him in our work and reflect Him in our relationships, even when we’re not perfect at it just yet.
My dear friend Meagan and I enjoying our break from the Lynchburg cold in sunny California!
In between our two tournaments in California, we spent a few hours checking out this beautfiul beach.
We're clearly thirlled to be able to relax and defrost from our Christmas Breaks on the East coast!
....And then we were shocked to discover the water was equally freezing cold on the West coast.
But we still loved our time on warm-ish sand beneath a sunny sky!
Once we headed back to Lynchburg, however, the exhaustion hit all of us at once, with some hilarity ensuing. This is Lindsey and I asleep on our flight back to the East coast.
Across the aisle, Alan is taking advantage of Leonora's equally exhausted expression.
Finally, here's an exciting picture from this last weekend at the Naval Academy - Mary coaching Emily and Claire at their first varsity tournament, celebrating their first win in varsity!Posted at 9:55 AM | Comments (0) | Permalink
Tuesday, January 13, 2015
The first day of classes of this Spring 2015 semester is dreary, rainy, and soggy. It doesn’t have the feel of a bright new beginning full of possibilities. And yet, I know He is at work, and His plan is bigger than big dark clouds.
This semester, I have a new theme: celebration. I serve the God who created the universe and He is working for good in my heart. What could be more deserving of celebration?! During this winter break, I had a lot of heavy things to think about. A lot has been changing in my life, and more change is coming. In the midst of lots of hard things, it wasn’t a very restful break. In spite of that, I heard Him telling me over and over again – delight in Me.
Choosing to be joyful when your circumstances aren’t exactly rosy isn’t just about having a cheerful disposition. It’s not the Pollyanna spirit that says everything will be okay when it just isn’t. It’s the Joy of knowing that even the most not-okay circumstances are nothing compared to our Lord.
It’s a choice that sounds easy when I’m inside writing a blog post and my toes are finally starting to feel the warmth from my White Chocolate Mocha. It’s a lot harder when I’m back outside in a couple hours and the rain soaks through my coat and my umbrella gets swept away in the wind.
Thank the Lord, He is bigger than the rain. Choosing celebration this semester is not going to be easy. Classes are going to pile up, relationships are going to be strained, I’m going to get stressed and forget who I am and Who I serve. But thankfully, He is gracious and merciful and is in pursuit of my heart. Last semester, I learned that He isn’t going to give up. This semester, I pray I’ll learn a little more about what my response to that unfailing Love should look like.
So I’m choosing celebration. I’m choosing to delight in the work that He’s doing, even when it hurts. I’m choosing to sing of His mercies in the middle of a sinful world. I’m choosing Joy.Posted at 4:26 PM | Comments (0) | Permalink
Wednesday, December 10, 2014
Wow, this semester has been a whirlwind! I still can’t believe I’m over halfway done with my undergrad, and that it’s almost the end of 2014! (It’s going to take me a few months to remember to date things 2015.) So much has happened this semester, and I’m exhausted. But more than the classes, debate tournaments, weekend trips, and midnight runs to Cookout, I’m going to remember this semester as one where God worked pretty miraculously in my life.
Here are a few things my God has been teaching me.
1. He’s been teaching me, over and over again, how sovereign He is. Sometimes, it’s actually easier to find peace and security in knowing that He has control over all things when it comes to the big stuff. I have an easier time not stressing about what career I’ll have, what grad degree I’ll get, or where my life will be in ten years, then I do recognizing the control He has over all the little things. This semester, He was challenging me to take comfort in knowing that He has sovereignty over each test I take, each debate I win or lose, and each and every one of my days.
2. He is in relentless pursuit of my heart. Praise the Lord this one is so true. In the midst of hard days, when I thought that I had messed up beyond repair, He was teaching me that His pursuit of my heart is relentless because He is not content to let me have a half-hearted faith. When I slip into the very human trap of believing I can do it all my own and I stop relying solely on His grace and sovereignty to guide me, He is not content to leave me there. Like the very best parent, my Father sometimes lets me experience pain that is good for me and will bring me closer to Him. He knows when winning a debate is only going to leave me full of pride and leaning on my own success instead of His grace. He knows when I start to think I can do it all on my own and need to crash and burn a little bit so that my faith in Him can grow. I love that my God is not content to have half of my heart, He is in relentless pursuit of the whole thing.
3. He is all I need. This is one that I can know in my head and have a much harder time living like it’s true. After a particularly bruising criticism of one of my debates, a friend (with great intentions) said to me, “Remember when you won that tournament? Remember when that one judge said you were amazing! Remember those things when someone says something mean.” She was coming from a loving place, but she was missing the point. When I let those instances of human praise be what confirms my worth, I only give the insults more power to tear me down. It’s only when I realize how meaningless the praise or the criticism is in the light of all my Savior has done for me that I can be truly free from the pain of a harsh word.
4. He is faithful. Usually when Christians talk about God’s “blessings” or his “faithfulness,” they’re talking about the A on their midterm, the raise they got at work, or things God has given them that make their lives more convenient. When we say God is faithful because of these earthly pleasures, what does that say to the person that failed their midterm or got laid off at work? Like His relentless pursuit of my heart, He is faithful in the truly good things. When I pray for a good grade or to win a debate, He may not give me that gift in order to more greatly bless me. After a day full of earthly losses, I can honestly say, “Thank you, Lord, for the losses and the failures and the disappointments. Thank you that you bless me with these promptings to live my life more reliant on your Grace.”
5. There is nothing more I can do. Everyone wants to do something important. Sometimes I worry that I’ll never do the world-changing stuff that I think I need to do. I dream big dreams and then worry that they’re too big. Not only is He big enough to do all things, but He has already done the greatest world-changing thing to ever happen. There’s peace in knowing that He has won, succeeded, accomplished, and done it all. It is finished. There is freedom in knowing that all that’s left to do is follow His lead and rest in His grace.
I hope this semester was as rich in the Lord’s mercies and teachings for y’all as it was for me. I thank Him often for a school that fosters these lessons and has put people in my life to journey this life with me.
As for me, I’m about to drive home for Christmas and enjoy a short break before the debate season starts back up again in early January.
Have a Merry Christmas and a New Year full of thanksgiving for the blessings He has graciously given in 2014!
Merry Christmas from my little sister Kendra and I!
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Monday, November 17, 2014
Last week, the Liberty debate team got the incredible opportunity to host a team of debaters from Rwanda!
It was an incredible opportunity to get to know a group of people with such different backgrounds from us and use an activity we are all passionate about to do it.
The students from Rwanda got a tour of the campus during the day, and then that afternoon, two of them debated two Liberty debaters – myself and my dear friend Meagan.
Meagan, me, and Rwandan debaters Bryan and Kassy.
We debated the resolution “The United States should intervene militarily in situations of genocide and dire human rights abuses.” The debaters from Rwanda affirmed the resolution and Megan and I negated it. The debate centered around what method of intervention was the most effective and moral in response to genocides – military or non-military.
After the debate, we took questions from the audience that ranged from the U.S. legal obligations in such tragedies to the response the victims of genocide were calling for.
Then, the Rwandan team presented our team with a gift – a basket debater Kassy described as representing the work our coaches had put into us and the harvest of that labor in us as debaters.
Liberty University debate team Director of Debate Michael Hall accepting the gift of the Idebate Rwandan team.
At dinner that night, the debaters from Rwanda had so many interesting comments about their time in the states. Kassy commented that she had heard that Americans did not vote in their elections. When we explained that far less people voted in the midterm elections than in the presidential elections, the debaters were shocked that Americans took their right to vote so lightly. In one of the most profound moments of the day, two of the debaters, Kassy and Bryan, mentioned that when we criticized our country in the debate, they had to remind themselves that they didn’t need to fear the police coming in response. Kassy said that when she heard people make fun of our president in a flippant and superficial way, she was shocked that Americans would use our freedom of speech in such a way. Her comment stuck with me – “It seems like you’re taking your freedom for granted.”
What a blessing that we can criticize our government in debate without fear of our opinions being silenced by force. But what a responsibility that blessing is – to use our words wisely and take advantage of the freedoms we have.Posted at 3:56 PM | Comments (0) | Permalink
Wednesday, November 5, 2014
This weekend, the Liberty University debate team hosted a tournament here on campus!
I’ve written before about how much this team means to me – we’re a (sometimes dysfunctional) family and I’ve fallen in love with this activity.
This weekend was a great reminder of why I love this team – we may love competing (and winning), but our purpose in debating is so much more than that.
I love that I go to a school and debate for a team that puts our Lord Jesus above all things. I find it so easy to slip into the mindset that success is all that matters and that losing debates can be the end of the world. I love that I have a support system of people around me that are all striving towards the same thing – keeping Jesus the center.
Novice debaters Ana and Amanda having a great time debating at the home tournament!
Varsity debaters Alan and Lindsey preparing for a debate.
New debaters Hannah and Katie are learning so much!
Liberty debaters having fun in between debates!
And to make the weekend even better, it was Halloween and we got to wear our costumes to the tournament!
Meagan and Vida serving pizza to debaters on Halloween!
Amanda and Ana dressed as Frozen characters Ana and Elsa!
Varsity debater Mary as the Cheshire cat!
My debate partner, Nora, and I went as "Froot Loop Dinguses" - a silly phrase our coach uses to describe our usual antics!
I love that I can be a part of this team that is striving to honor God with our successes and our failures and keep Him the focus of our work. I can only hope and pray that I can continue this work in a way that glorifies Him.Posted at 3:06 PM | Comments (0) | Permalink
Thursday, October 16, 2014
I don’t know about the rest of y’all, but I am getting stressed. The papers, test, and projects are piling up and I’m starting to sleep a little less than I would prefer.
When you’re on hour three…or four or five or six of writing your term paper, studying for your midterm, or working on your group project, the lure of the vending machine is strong. But one of the easiest ways to make yourself feel worse and do worse on your assignments is to combine a lack of sleep with overly processed food.
So, in the spirit of making our study habits healthier, my roommate Claire and I decided to try out a few healthy study snacks! And since part of the attraction of pre-packaged snacks is the low cost, we decided to keep our entire project under $10. Here’s what happened!
We started by heading to the store to buy a few supplies. The only thing not included in our under $10 challenge was a jar of peanut butter we already had back at the dorm.
-2 Gala apples
-A pack of tortillas
-A block of cheddar cheese
-A bag of granola
We made it under $10!
With our ingredients in hand, we set out to make three recipes!
1. Peanut Butter Banana Bites
One of my favorite things is peanut butter and bananas, and this recipe takes this combination and makes it easy and portable!
You’ll need: peanut butter, tortillas, a banana
Start by spreading peanut butter on a tortilla.
Then peel and place your banana in the center of the tortilla.
Roll up and banana and tortilla together.
Slice the roll into bite-sized pieces.
And you're done!
The results: This was delicious! Claire said: “It’s a good combination of sweet and a little bit of salty from the peanut butter, and the tortilla kept it from being too messy.”
2. Cucumber Sandwiches
This recipe can be made so many different ways, depending on the ingredients you have on hand, and is just as portable as the first one!
You’ll need: cucumbers and whatever sandwich ingredients you want!
Start by peeling and slicing the cucumber.
Choose your sandwich filler. We went simple and sliced up some cheddar cheese, but you can use different cheeses, spreads, meats, or other veggies.
Now just make the sandwiches!
The results: Good. We both decided having more sandwich filling options would be better, and that mixing different flavors would make them more exiting. Claire said: “Definitely good, but not my favorite of the recipes we made.”
3. Peanut Butter Apples Sandwiches
In the spirit of simple and portable snacks, these sandwiches can be easily packed up and taken to the library for a long study session!
You'll need: apples, peanut butter, your favorite type of granola
First, core and slice your apples.
Then, spread peanut butter on the slices. (We got a little messy, but they were delicious anyway!)
Next, sprinkle some granola on one of the slices.
Finally, top the granola with the second slice and enjoy!
The results: These were amazing. We found that using a more crumbled granola would make the sandwiches easier to eat, but that the one we choose (which had chocolate in it!) was particularly delicious. Claire said: “The mix of peanut butter and granola inside the apple was so good! I knew the peanut butter would go well with the apple, but the granola made it even better.”
Bonus idea: Popcorn!
We always have microwave popcorn around the dorm, and there are some easy and fun ways you can spice up your typical bowl of popcorn.
- Add a pinch of salt and chili powder and mix in about a tablespoon of lime zest for a slightly spicy popcorn.
-Mix trail mix in with your popcorn for a fun mix of sweet and salty
-Add a little finely grated cheese to your bowl
-Before pouring the popcorn out of the bag, add in two tablespoons of melted butter, a few teaspoons of sugar and a little cinnamon
I hope these recipes and ideas inspire you to try out a few of them and incorporate some healthier habits into your study routine!
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Wednesday, October 8, 2014
As the semester nears the halfway-point, I’m starting to realize how much has already happened this semester and how much I’ve learned. Already this semester I’ve: had fun and successful debate tournaments with my new partner, started upper-level classes in my major (History), and grown so much in my relationship with the Lord. Here are some of the best things I’ve learned already this semester:
1. God is sovereign.
This is a big one. It’s one of those things that you can intellectually agree with, and yet struggle to live as if you truly believe it. I’ve been faced with so many situations this semester that seem frustrating or difficult or hopeless until I remember that He is sovereign. He gives us good things. And sometimes what I think is good for me is actually going to be destructive. Praise the Lord that He knows what is good for me even when I do not!
2. You can’t do it all.
I always think I can handle making everyone happy at the same time, tackling every project in one night, and managing to keep everything together 100% of the time. Newsflash: I can’t. I fail miserably at making everyone happy all the time, studying for two midterms after 10:00 pm is a bad idea, and sometimes I just have to admit I’m struggling. There is something incredibly freeing about admitting that you cannot do it on your own. Praise the Lord that He has succeeded and won and conquered the world so that I don’t have to have that weight on my shoulders.
3. Prioritize people.
I have a tendency to be extremely goal-oriented, sometimes at the expense of the people in my life. I can be incredibly focused on a single task and get frustrated at anyone that distracts me. The hardest thing sometimes is giving up an hour of cramming for an exam to get a coffee with a friend or give advice to a team member. But God has blessed me this semester with so many beautiful examples of times that sacrificing my time was exactly what He was asking me to do so that He could use me in wonderful ways. Praise the Lord that He blesses me with people in my life that draw me closer to Him.
4. Time with Him matters.
It’s amazing how true this is. Sometimes I’ll be about to go to bed at night and wonder to myself why my whole day seemed off. Then it hits me – I’ve barely talked to God today. There are days I have to take an unexpected detour to a quiet spot on campus and spend more time with Him to get me through the day. Being in constant communication with the God that made the universe doesn’t just blow my mind, it is the lifeline I need to keep moving forward. Praise the Lord that He has blessed us with this unbelievable connection to Him.
I hope y’all will also take a little time this week to think about the blessings the Lord has given you and the lessons He has taught you.Posted at 2:27 PM | Comments (0) | Permalink
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
As the semester reaches the halfway point (eek!) and classes are piling on the workload, those study habits you promised yourself you’d follow at the beginning of the semester are probably beginning to fade.
For me at least, it’s right around this time of the semester that I am tempted to abandon all order and scheduling in favor of stressful cramming.
In the spirit of a crazy busy semester, here are some of my best study tips!
1. Figure out what works for you. There are so many great ways to study, but none of them will work if they’re not right for you. Some people love flashcards, some people use highlighters, and everyone works better in different environments. The important thing is that you find out what works for you. So try some different techniques, pay attention to how well they’re working, and stick with what you like and what works the best.
2. Sleep is KEY. Pulling an all-nighter always seems like a good idea, but it never works out that way. Not only is it unhealthy, but chances are your Philosophy professor won’t be able to make sense of a paper you wrote at three in the morning. Set a cut-off time for yourself and stick to it, regardless of what you’ve finished.
3. Make a motivating playlist. Listening to music while you study is very subjective – it’s helpful for some people and distracting for others. But once you’ve figured out if it’s helpful for you, choose your music wisely! I prefer instrumental tracks, because lyrics can be distracting, but some people find inspirational or worship music more motivating. Take a couple minutes before your study session to make a playlist that works for you, but don’t get too distracted crafting the perfect selection.
4. Take Breaks. No one can work non-stop. Some people take better breaks when they schedule them in between tasks, and some people prefer timing out intervals of studying and breaks. Either way, giving your brain a rest for a couple minutes is important. [NOTE: This is not the same as keeping a Facebook tab open while reading a chapter of your History text book. Taking “breaks” in between each paragraph isn’t helpful, it’s distracting.]
5. Fuel. The temptation is strong, especially during midterms or finals, to “get through” a long night of homework with endless energy drinks and junk food. Carbonated caffeine and processed chocolate might sound like a good idea at midnight, but you’ll regret it during your 10 a.m. exam. Instead, drink lots of water, eat healthy snacks at well-spaced intervals, and resist the call of the vending machine.
6. Find a place. While some people can study in groups or with other people, for most of us, getting away from distractions is a must! I’ve learned that my room is generally too busy and noisy, but the library is a great place to find a quiet corner to zone the outside world out.
7. Tell yourself the truth. During a stressful week of exams, papers, and projects, it can start to feel like the world revolved around your GPA. Tell yourself the truth that God is in control. Stress and worry are reflective of a larger problem: a lack of trust that God’s sovereignty means He’s got it all under control. If we truly believed that He is bigger than any of our problems, we’d gain a much different perspective, even in those last-minute cramming sessions.Posted at 11:55 AM | Comments (0) | Permalink
Friday, September 26, 2014
Last week was a special week at Liberty – Global Focus Week!
Liberty hosted a variety of speakers at Convocation that challenged us to expand our focus and respond to God’s command to make disciples of all the nations.
My favorite part of this year’s Global Focus Week was definitely Nik Ripken.
Nik’s message was powerful in its honesty and directness – he spoke about how tragedies he’s witnessed and injustices he’s seen have made him want to take an “Old Testament” approach of retaliation and revenge. He was honest in his struggle with people that have hurt him and the people he cares about. But more importantly, he shared how God challenged him to gain a new perspective for these people – that they are lost and without a Savior. Nik’s message was so inspiring to me; not only did his message speak to the calling we each have to reach the lost, but it reminds us of an essential truth – we are sinners. We don’t deserve Jesus’ saving death and resurrection any more than people that are still lost. Nik may have been talking about militant groups in Somalia, but it’s still applicable to those of in school stateside. What makes God’s grace so incredible isn’t that we are good people that deserve it – it’s the opposite! Never let yourself be tricked into thinking you’re not in desperate need of a Savior. It’s only when I’m reminded of that critical reality that we begin to experience the fullness of God’s amazing grace in our lives.
I’m working on that this week – living in His amazing grace, and giving Him praise for it.Posted at 2:27 PM | Comments (0) | Permalink
Wednesday, September 17, 2014
I don’t know many college students that want to voluntarily wake up at 5:00 on a Sunday morning.
But that’s what some members of Liberty’s Debate Team did this weekend!
We woke up ridiculously early to hike up to the Monogram and watch the sunrise.
The view from the top of the monogram as Lynchburg wakes up!
It was a foggy morning, so we didn’t really get a spectacular view, but it was still warm and beautiful.
Our group of early morning hikers!
We hiked up to the Monogram and spent some time in reflection, the Word, and prayer.
Reading and gathering in prayer.
It was a beautiful way to spend time together as a team – enjoying the Lord’s creation on the beautiful campus we’ve been blessed with.
Selfies at the monogram!
One debater, Mary, also decided we needed to try a special prayer she had learned – you can take a look at our (somewhat silly) attempt at letting everyone in Lynchburg know Jesus loves them at 6:00 in the morning!
We had a lovely time taking advantage of everything Liberty’s campus has to offer and reorienting our day towards the only One who deserves our undivided focus.
Enjoying the beautiful view from the top!
Hopefully, as school work continues to pile up, and we begin our competitive debate season, we will keep this mindset and this practice of beginning every day dedicating it to our Lord that graciously gives it to us.Posted at 3:28 PM | Comments (0) | Permalink